Hey guys, 

I guess I'm doing a better job with my updates because I'm beginning to get comments again.YAY! Alrighty, well I'm going to try to find some good pictures here on the computer and hopefully make a better update than the others . 

Update on my life ? : I've been eating , but I want to be skinnier. I'm at 125lbs and everyone says that's normal for someone as tall as me [5'5]. But I don't agree because when I don't suck in I can't see my feet. What a shame that is. I'm going to be skinny, no matter what it takes.

Anywhoooo --- Enjoy the update dears. 

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You and I? We have a lot in common actually. You hurt, I hurt. You're in pain, I'm in pain. I think we should be friends.

a wise girl kisses but doesnt love,
listens but doest believe,
and leaves before she is left.

She could save everyone but herself.

Even though you turned out the be an asshole, you were the only person to act like you really gave a 

FUCK about me. 

You knew me inside and out and you loved all of me. Or at least I thought you did...

And maybe that's why it's so hard to completely get over you. 

It all turned out to be a lie, but that just makes it harder to let go. I just need that guy back that sent me 'good morning beautiful' texts. I miss the guy who wouldn't let me get away with saying ''I'm fine'', becaus eh e knew me well enough to know I'm not. The guy who could put a smile on my face just by answering the phone. 

The guy who would stay on the phone with me all night even after we fell asleep. That guy who would wake up early just to hear the sound of my voice

while I was getting ready for school.

The guy that I trusted with everything and anything. The only guy I have ever completely let in. The guy who would manage to have at least one ''no, you're cuter'' or 'i love you more' fight a day. The guy who wanted to spend as much time with me as he possibly could. 

The guy who would always remind me how much her cared about me after every fight we had. The guy who would tell me he's not worth my tears when he would make me cry. The guy who drove me crazy, but I wouldn't want it any other way.

The guy who had me convinced I'd spend forever with him. 

The guy who meant the world to me...

Until the day he left. 

Don't You Dare Judge My Pain. 

Don't judge me. You could be me in another life with completely different circumstances. Don't judge me. Just one more night, I've gotta take my chances.

The difference between me and her? Well, darling, I can make you smile WITH my clothes ON.

You could get your heart broken or… you could have the greatest love affair the world has ever known. But you’re never gonna know unless you try

 

he's a good guy. i'm not just saying that because i like him. but he's one of those rare guys who, when he loves, he does it with all his heart.

I want my life to be something beautiful , something amazing. Can't I just have that?

I don't ask for much. Hell, I rarely ask for anything. But all I ask now is for you to back the fuck off. He liked me before your slutty ass came along. Just back off.

Summer 2012 ; Please treat me well. 

let the heals be too high, the make-up too fake, the music too loud, the outfits too crazy, and your love too beautiful. 

Yes my dear. We are the people our parents warned us about. 

Sometimes you will go through so much just to get disappointed in the end.

 

You will be alright.

I feel as if I will have more opportunities when I get thinner.

 

Kay thanks for sticking around guys! Watch those Olympics for me & Hey! GO USA !! ♥ ♥ ♥

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Love you all. Pray for me and my health issue .

-Me.

Alright .. I know its been FOREVER since i updated. Like, anything. So here i am, trying to update again && hopfully l'll be back updating regularly.
Little news : bestfriend moved back to the states , Colorado . Ex-Boyfriend lied constantly & i broke it off. Next crush got stolen away by my other 'friend'. Then he crushed her heart. & im kind of okay with that. Does that make me a bad person??
Anyways ...
ENJOY :) !

So I'm terribly sorry that i haven't been around much & i really hope i havent lost any of you. Anyways , I'm back in town , & totally ready to keep updating ! Here's the latest : Enjoy !